My heart is locked away,
Struggling to be free,
But the guy it yearns for,
Doesn't have the key,
For he doesn't love me,
That I know,
And even if I told him,
The answer would be no.
Why can't my heart be happy,
Just to be locked away,
So that it won't be heart anymore,
So it wn't feel any pain,
Why is it every time I say I don't believe in love,
It comes back and bites me in the ass,
My heart is always broken
It is always in a cast,
But one day it will heal,
And may love true,
But for now it is locked away,
So itcan't be hurt by you.
You didn't care for me,
It was something sick.
Comprised from my brain,
Spread through my veins.
With your blood in reign,
Found myself a name.
Splicing the DNA,
Of my every way.
All my life with this familiar pain,
Leave a child alone, expect it sane.
Striving for the same kinds of wounds,
Circling my last every move,
I don't need to love myself right?
If I just pretend to love you.
But any lost soul could play your game,
You sensed my weakness, went for prey.
For each word of mine you'd cast away,
Well I have one last thing to say.
Don't forget the lone catalyst,
Who walked into your life.
You will reminisce on the space,
Where your eye
The tears of a child.
The end of a civilization.
Unstoppable suffering.
The wingless butterfly.
The marred masterpiece.
Disappointment in a mothers eyes.
Selfish cruelty.
A needless death.
Merci Killings.
Thinking of You
I fell asleep,
The same way I woke,
Blurry eyed,
With my hands soaked,
Thinking of you,
And all the whys,
Thinking of you,
And the slow good-byes...
And even now I feel...
I feel your hands,
All along my face,
I feel your kisses,
And your warm embrace,
But still I know,
That you aren't here...
I'll put my hands,
In yours and I will pray
To go to sleep,
And to wake up with you...
Each day...
Will I get the chance,
To prove my worth,
Even though,
She found you first?
I hope so,
But you're not here...
And so I lay...
In silent fear...
And even...now...I feel...
I feel your hands,
All along my face,